I have been thinking a lot about my past sins. I can not put into words the grief I have over them.
Lately I have been reminded of how thankful I am for the GRACE upon GRACE of the Lord.
I do not want to portray anything that is not true here. I tried hard to be a good parent. Isaac used to tell me almost everyday when he was little, that he was so thankful I was his father, and that he trusted me because I always did what was best for him.
He also would often mention about other parents and how they did not care well for their children. Of course he was looking at these parents from a scriptural view. He would mention that buying their children many things, did nothing to insure their eternal salvation.
BUT in spite of that I now see that I failed in so many ways. I am not resting in what I may have done right; but I am grievous over the things that I failed.
Tonight while driving home, I was overcome with thanksgiving to The Lord Jesus. In spite of my failures, Jesus protected my children. I did not have to see any of them lose a finger, a hand, a foot, an arm or leg, or an eye.
How terrible I would have felt knowing that my failure was responsible for their disaster.
I give thanks upon praise to The Lord Jesus for His mercy and grace.
Lately I have been reminded of how thankful I am for the GRACE upon GRACE of the Lord.
I do not want to portray anything that is not true here. I tried hard to be a good parent. Isaac used to tell me almost everyday when he was little, that he was so thankful I was his father, and that he trusted me because I always did what was best for him.
He also would often mention about other parents and how they did not care well for their children. Of course he was looking at these parents from a scriptural view. He would mention that buying their children many things, did nothing to insure their eternal salvation.
BUT in spite of that I now see that I failed in so many ways. I am not resting in what I may have done right; but I am grievous over the things that I failed.
Tonight while driving home, I was overcome with thanksgiving to The Lord Jesus. In spite of my failures, Jesus protected my children. I did not have to see any of them lose a finger, a hand, a foot, an arm or leg, or an eye.
How terrible I would have felt knowing that my failure was responsible for their disaster.
I give thanks upon praise to The Lord Jesus for His mercy and grace.
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